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gommie more color by QueenQQ featuring a bandeau swimwear

Stuck, Moving Forward

Same feel with Lily from "Bleed For Fashion" about following feeling

Sometimes I feel like I'm stuck in some dingy and unbearably suffocating plight, marooned in a dark place enveloped by personal dilemmas. As a result, I've formed this wall from myself because not feeling seemed safer than feeling too much... well, that was stupid because now I have all this internal noise built up.

Moving forward, I'm going to try to teach myself how to listen to that noise and understand it; quiet the inner dialogue in my head and listen to the blank space behind it. In other words, meditate. Wish me luck. I'm absolutely terrified.

Waiting For The End

This is not the end
This is not the beginning,
Just a voice like a riot
Rocking every revision
But you listen to the tone
And the violent rhythm
Though the words sound steady
Something empty's within 'em

We say Yeah!
With fists flying up in the air
Like we're holding onto something
That's invisible there,
'Cause we're living at the mercy of
The pain and the fear
Until we dead it, Forget it,
Let it all disappear.

Waiting for the end to come
Wishing I had strength to stand
This is not what I had planned
It's out of my control....

Flying at the speed of light
Thoughts were spinning in my head
So many things were left unsaid
It's hard to let you go...

(Oh!) I know what it takes to move on,
I know how it feels to lie,
All I wanna do
Is trade this life for something new
Holding on to what I haven't got

Sitting in an empty room
Trying to forget the past
This was never meant to last,
I wish it wasn't so...

What was left when that fire was gone?
I thought it felt right but that right was wrong
All caught up in the eye of the storm
And trying to figure out what it's like moving on
And i don't even know what kind of things I've said
My mouth kept moving and my mind went dead
So, picking up the pieces, now where to begin?
The hardest part of ending Is starting again!!

All I wanna do
Is trade this life for something new
Holding on to what i haven't got...

Song By: Linkin Park